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Tuesday, April 10, 2018

One Little Conclusion

Holaa, good morning. I'm back to share my thought and my experience. I used to read about zodiac forecasting, I found out astrology things on the internet and novels that had theme about astrology (by Cathy Hopkins). It is more complex than simple zodiac. It has longitude and latitude degree and birth chart. Every person has their own personal birth chart that will show every special personal character with the combination of moon sign, sun sign, and planets. Here are some of explanation I know about planets:
- Mercury rules communication and coordination,
- Venus rules pleasure, grace, charm, art, and beauty,
- Mars rules energy, desire, action, anger, etc.

Sometimes, it helped me to give me positivity about future. Yeah, it worked when it was a good forecasting. But, whenever it was bad, uhhh, that was the problem. It happened when I read about new year astrology forecast, they told that cancer astrology (my zodiac) would spend time around April having research, finishing last essay, and so on, all about thesis things. That was soo frustating. Because, I had a plan to have graduation in January. It was like 'whaaaat, I can't belive that thing, so baaad forecasting!!! If it will happen, why am I supposed to keep going on this thesis??' (>.<)

Because my brain and my heart resisted it, I started to pray Novena to Jesus Christ (Novena Hati Kudus Yesus) again and Novena to Mother Mary also (Novena Tiga Salam Maria) and Rosary too. Complete, right? It was because I had too many worries I bore (>.<). Really, it was very hard, it kept repeating in my mind, poisoning. It said I couldn't do this, I could not be passed, there were some mistakes here and there, it was just a waste of time, and so on.

But, God gave me positivity and peace by Christmas Celebration that I came at my workplace. There was a song that kept playing in my head, "Kunyanyi Haleluya" dan "Nothing is impossible".

"Tak usah ku takut, sbab Kau sertaku. Tak usah ku bimbang, Kau di dalamku. Tak usah ku cemas, Kau penghiburku. Saatku lemah, Kau kuatku."

Yeah, it helped me a lot. I finished the writing of my thesis, passed the defense, and got my Master Degree. You know, God, how thankful and how grateful I am. It was so relieving. I know it was You, God. You accompanied me with peace, with strength, and with determination. Thank you Father, Son, Holy Spirit. Thank you Jesus and Mother Mary. This writing is for You, for expressing my gratitude to You. Hope this writing is pleasing in Your heart.

The conclusion that I get is that all of forecasting (astrology) may be happened but not always, it can be changed by God's willing and God's power. I won't believe 100% again in astrology. However, keep praying. Don't stop believing in God, in Jesus. Gbu.