Feel Unfair?

I came again to -maybe it's called- Pray Gathering at my workplace on Wednesday. The preacher shared the story of the lost youngest boy "Anak yang hilang- Si bungsu". And he focused on the oldest boy whom protested to his father because he was treated UNFAIRLY by his father when the youngest came back to the house.

Sometimes, we feel treated unfairly. It's different with jealousy. Jealousy is resulted from the partner and the unfairness is resulted from the head or upper position.

What I got from the sharing is that the relationship between God and us is not the same like the relationship between Manager and the worker which is we need to work first and then you get your pay. God and us have a Father-and-child relationship which is a stronger and closer bond. Father LOVES every of his child. And remembering He loves us is so releaving. He will be with you every day and night, in every step you take. It was like He tried saying to me "Don't you worry, child. Everything will be alright."

Random

I read again my posts in 'Rohani' label. Omg, I feel I'm a two faced person like "orang Farisi and ahli Taurat". I'm sorry. I don't want to be like them. Because I'm not very pure person, I also make wicked and egoistic things.

Wednesday- June 5th 2013, the first time I went to 'Persekutuan Doa' at my workplace which it is seldom to find that kind of gathering in a company -correct me if I'm wrong-, and I'm grateful to find it there.

Well, a priest came there and started to explain about a story in Gospel of John - it was a woman slept with other guy (not her husband) and she was brought to Jesus and He said who felt have no sin could start to throw her with little rocks.

If you know what story I mean, "orang-orang Farisi and ahli Taurat", ones who brought that woman to Jesus. But, it was themselves who left that place first and their plan to punish the woman was cancelled. The priest said maybe we were the kind of that Farisi hypocrite. Look at the mirror and watch it and start to ask yourself. Jleb.

And, the priest said about "What the use of many services or attendances out there but we didn't have good and caring attitude to our family? It's useless." Jleb! We need to start our care "kasih" from the closest one, our family. He said that. Knock knock me. What I underline is not about many services or attendances like activity in a young people group or other similar group at your church. But, what I underline and more important is the caring attitude for the family.

In the end, I think I need a lot of correctness and repairing. Age of 22 is waiting ting~